I was feeling proud of my skills of discernment, intention, and awareness. And, at the same time, wondering at my feelings of unhappiness in recent days.
I am used to a fair amount of happiness and a lot of cheerfulness in my days, but for a time it just wasn't there.
I now suspect I was making myself feel impotent by noting that things were not just as I felt they should be, and doing a lot of interior grunting and groaning in wasted attempts to get American citizens to act as I felt they should. Even American medical professionals, who should know better, were not acting as I thought they should. The world was wrong.
Worse, it was ignoring my attempts to right it!
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